Friday, February 5, 2010

It's Time...

Is it another virus attack?

Yes, but this is stronger than before.

The same one like before?

Yes, but also a mixture of something else that caught on me because I was already weak.

How do you know?

It's the same feeling and I've been experiencing these for the past few months. But I am really afraid this time. It's just too strong.

What did your doctor say?

I was strongly advised to avoid the source that caused the virus attack, besides taking the medications and vitamins to strengthen me.

Have you been following the advise?

Not fully. I thought I can handle it.

And now?

It's time for me to follow the advise, fully, I really want to get well. If I don't, I am afraid that I will lose this battle. I must admit, my doctor had sincerely gave the advise for my own benefit. And I must put my full trust to Allah. I've been praying hard and I can see clearly the answer now.

What are you going to do now?

It's time for me to take full break and avoid the source that caused the virus. I am getting weaker from the repeated attacks. I have no other choice since I am not capable of handling it. I have to focus on my recovery.

Yes, I agree with you. May Allah protect you always and reward you for your patience.

Amiin. Thank you.


Pieces of me said...

kami slalu mendoakan mdm..kuatkan diri ye mdm..;)

mawar said...

Terima kasih Amer.
I am getting better, Alhamdulillah.
Allah Maha Penyayang.