Are you sick again?
What happen to you?
The same thing like before.
I thought you've taken the necessary steps to avoid it.
Yes, I did. But it's part of my job that I have to deal with.
Can't you at least take a break from this?
I wish I could. But this is my responsibility and I am accountable for it.
What can I do to help you then?
Pray for me.
Pray that Allah will give me the strength that I need, pray that Allah will always guide me in this painful road.
Pray that my heart will always remain humble.
Pray that Allah will forgive me and be pleased with me. That's all I need. Thank you.